Still on the room search.
Tomorrow I can still see four more apartments.
Until Friday I have left and I'm tired.
now I know myself pretty well in Cologne, so many rooms I have to hit every corner of the city and watched. And learned to live in some very 'interesting' people and species. My plan this week to get even to Oldenburg and to use the last free days, bring a few personal details to Cologne, and finally after three months to live no longer in my backpack, to something like 'my own atmosphere' create, is accordingly invalid, and also questionable how I move because at the Sun, if it should happen ... without a car. But now, if not for the other Corner of Cologne is the stuff I'll be as far on a few bike cargoes through the city. After all, I have risen here in recent weeks, more stairs than in the past ten years together (one lives but not below the 4th floor is if higher?) ...
I've bought a laptop on ebay (no Apple but had as yet his Medion) and present it to the other corner of Cologne picked up, I think now is too large, but well, I thought 15 inches would be smaller for it ;-) it has a television .... YAY that I need it ;-)
least I should get so my access to the Internet ... so many little things that are so exhausting, when you just have to work out all pending and they all at the same time ... someone like me to explain to the computer (well, I know quite a lot but still not all)?
sheer loneliness and review last week then I am registered with a dating site (I had really ever happy ;-)... and endured habs exactly 24 hours to my profile I've deleted. THANK YOU! But then I need not! Even more stressful and unpleasant offers? Then create it rather be alone! After all, I'm good about myself laugh ;-)
I'm glad next week to again have more structure and at least three days (Mon, Tue, Thu) to work in kindergarten. This gives Although hardly any money but support and time with the kids and development in relation to this ... Yesterday, I shadowed again and working with the youngest (0-2) I was very touched by what I now had not really expected.
In contrast, today I accompanied my old lady into the hospice so she could look around there once again very touching and yet so different. Beginning and end ...
I know that I do not want to stay here long. The nights are dark by the City of Light never the air incredibly bad and dirty. And yet I'm right here, still have to carry something, to learn to do ...
ah ... I love it ... me the CD I ordered from What about me ... such good music, such a good message!
Last night I got me again with my body Ling drug poisoning (cocoa) and an appropriately completed body (no sleep, palpitations, nausea and cramps, but tastes good and is doing so well once ...).. ok ... I have to watch out even better, do not have enough reserves to deal also with my own stupidity can be avoided if it can be ;-)
On the morning that I think my apartment!
And peace, strength and balance!
take over again distance, breathing, space ...
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