Friday, August 28, 2009

Make Your One Wwe Belt

touches

touched I am. Very

Moved
Touched
Excited to move tomorrow.
To paint a room in the colours of my dreams
To call a place home for a while.
To calm down a little, to find rest.
to rest
I need and want to sit more
Be quiet
and celebrate more
be more courageous and keep my heart open,
no matter how much fear.
Dying to dance again.
Yearning to touch the ocean again.
To sit on the shore and watch the waves again.
I keep dreaming of roaring ocean waves, giants, coming to the shore.

Staying true to myself. More and more and more.

Letter To Clients About Relocating Salons

levels

STUFEN

(von Hermann Hesse)

Wie jede Blüte welkt
und jede Jugend the age is different, so life at every stage
,
blooms each and every virtue and wisdom
their time and may not last forever.
It must be the heart of every life calls
be ready to leave and new beginnings,
to give himself bravely and without remorse
new light that bonds.
And every beginning there is a magic
who protects us and helps us to live.
We should clear space to pass through space,
attached to any as a home,
the world-spirit does not want to fetter us,
he will raise us higher, step by step!
soon as we are at home in one circle and
Familiar habit
threatened to limp!
Only those who are willing to journey,
like crippling habit entraffen itself.
It perhaps also the hour of death
will send us fresh and newer spaces:
of life call to us will never end.
Well, my heart, take leave and

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Batteries Recycling Calgary

grow

I was there last week for the first time caught well. So moved, exhausted, burned out, that my body has decided to treat yourself to a training and grooming time and I was carried to bed as soon as I had moved. Strenuous deep cleaning on all levels. So good!
now almost complete, just the sniffles from time to time and not quite clear in my head and I have now started work - (5 3) in Overath with the kids. A real challenge. I know simply do not play the games I can, I weave songs in English (and what! Evening I sit at the computer and watch me banana joe monkey songs and try to learn ;-)
How would I do with the Kids around, causing my behavior, how do I deal with respect and can not even remember my kiga time ... hmm ...
Besides just move also two times (on my bike) announced (my heart thanks to Steffi and Tarika), which is now at 29 finally be over and I will help them find a home. What a relief. Ok, I know, devotion, river, ... and yet, I am grateful to a nice have found along with roommate living room (with accommodation!) and garden in a quiet street on. Something nice to do and to take out creative, look at the allotment and wild green right on the terrace to the kitchen remodeled. A little further to get me, come to rest and once again felt myself more clearly.
Halfway back, find a haven, even in outdoor.
Everything else will occur. I'm just happy and I feel the most strenuous is solved only once, even if still very much remains to be done. I am grateful for calmer waters and would like to sort itself once again and I must admit to also just a few things. I want to do better, find my dignity and self-respect. Work in progress.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Plantronics C65 Connect

continue searching

Starting tomorrow I am homeless
;-) Well, not exactly, I sleep for a few days with a dear friend, then at another. where I let my clothes and food (as many are nothing), I'm still not entirely clear.
I'm a real professional in flats and shared flats and visit the `hello I am sooo tired of it and I Mirja'Spiel. is not the idea, lingering to contract as so strange being with other strange beings. one-room flats are so good to get that way and I would have to apply for housing benefit sometimes, but I need ne work and billing I've just not yet.
purpose of travel expenses should I get a passport Cologne, but also requires very ne residence and payroll records. Exactly!!
On Saturday there from my new workplace, the Summer Academy, which I am really looking forward too, only in degree but it is sometimes very much.
goes on Monday it will go right with dme kindergarten and I should have vaccination records (ups?), Clearance (where can i get that? "I do not even have ne address !!!), first aid certificate (aehmm jaaa ... Colleges ?) and a 'hello I'm mirja' visual design with a nice picture (yes, I just NEN own computer but no printer !!!)... sauuuuuviel what it is since this comes together.
How I'm going with this? I ask myself again and again. I always see again, not thinking but read on what to do and concentrating on my source, I-centering, use music and movement and just jumped in the rain in the Rhine. and then go one step further and further.
The TCM doctor with whom I had an appointment today endlcih, now was not the best experience and so on ... is looking ... home doctor (but I leiber to have one with asthma ...), dentist, gynecologist and psychologist ...

Hei ho ..... YAY! Ok, head high and more, I've yet to visit ne WG .... am the Mirja ;-) (yesterday were all the four and one may believe nciht how people live here and even exorbitant prices pay for it !!!!)

It'll eventually be quiet ...

I'm les extent I then get away from Hape Kerkeling and I am very tuned, especially at its depth. He was here in Cologne to see election posters everywhere .. wonderful! Now comes a movie in the theaters and I'd choose the (Horst Schlämmer or so his pseudonym), but he is Düsseldorf, and inheritance rights are hated here ... Germany has lost his heart at some point it seems to me, I've lost my heart?

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Fotos De Hana Montana De Navida

Mirja

I just looked up my name and the Bedeutugn them apart that it is hard to find, I did not know before, that so beautiful is:

the bringer of peace or

star over the sea (Finnish, like that one, thats me !!!!)

also derived from Mary, or 'the wild, uncontrollable'

power but hope ;-) and I sit here on the Rhine??

told me A friend from Romania in Byron that in an ancient Carpathian dialect means Mirja honey, well aware ego that!

ahhh ... my name ... In the last three years in the English-speaking country not a person (not an honest !!!!!) understood my name right away and I had to explain again and again (long and wide ....) my name for now. An aborigine Name would have been easier and Sanyyasins it is a little like his incognito ;-) so often and with each new encounter I was expecting the helpless eyes met, I embarrassed silence on my part and I have always developed new strategies ... Names are repeated, speaking veeeery slowly and clearly (and I found it pretty stupid), smile!!

order to agree but I was then Meria, Milia (very often!), Miriam (too often), Myria, Miria, Mia (as often) and called my new employer here in Germany I've just documents for Maria Wuttke , have also not bad ;-)

Nyc Bloods Initiation

looking for! Tired

Still on the room search.
Tomorrow I can still see four more apartments.
Until Friday I have left and I'm tired.
now I know myself pretty well in Cologne, so many rooms I have to hit every corner of the city and watched. And learned to live in some very 'interesting' people and species. My plan this week to get even to Oldenburg and to use the last free days, bring a few personal details to Cologne, and finally after three months to live no longer in my backpack, to something like 'my own atmosphere' create, is accordingly invalid, and also questionable how I move because at the Sun, if it should happen ... without a car. But now, if not for the other Corner of Cologne is the stuff I'll be as far on a few bike cargoes through the city. After all, I have risen here in recent weeks, more stairs than in the past ten years together (one lives but not below the 4th floor is if higher?) ...
I've bought a laptop on ebay (no Apple but had as yet his Medion) and present it to the other corner of Cologne picked up, I think now is too large, but well, I thought 15 inches would be smaller for it ;-) it has a television .... YAY that I need it ;-)
least I should get so my access to the Internet ... so many little things that are so exhausting, when you just have to work out all pending and they all at the same time ... someone like me to explain to the computer (well, I know quite a lot but still not all)?
sheer loneliness and review last week then I am registered with a dating site (I had really ever happy ;-)... and endured habs exactly 24 hours to my profile I've deleted. THANK YOU! But then I need not! Even more stressful and unpleasant offers? Then create it rather be alone! After all, I'm good about myself laugh ;-)
I'm glad next week to again have more structure and at least three days (Mon, Tue, Thu) to work in kindergarten. This gives Although hardly any money but support and time with the kids and development in relation to this ... Yesterday, I shadowed again and working with the youngest (0-2) I was very touched by what I now had not really expected.
In contrast, today I accompanied my old lady into the hospice so she could look around there once again very touching and yet so different. Beginning and end ...
I know that I do not want to stay here long. The nights are dark by the City of Light never the air incredibly bad and dirty. And yet I'm right here, still have to carry something, to learn to do ...
ah ... I love it ... me the CD I ordered from What about me ... such good music, such a good message!
Last night I got me again with my body Ling drug poisoning (cocoa) and an appropriately completed body (no sleep, palpitations, nausea and cramps, but tastes good and is doing so well once ...).. ok ... I have to watch out even better, do not have enough reserves to deal also with my own stupidity can be avoided if it can be ;-)
On the morning that I think my apartment!
And peace, strength and balance!
take over again distance, breathing, space ...

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Generateur Autocad 2004

holiday in Lutzmannsburg

Last week I was allowed to go with Dad and Mom for three days in the sun Lutzmannsburg to Sunny Bunny.
is in the Burgenland, and there you have everything prepared for our little ones.
My friends and Luke with Aunt Lena Christa and Jürgen uncle were also present of course :-)




you you can not even imagine how great it is there! There are so many different pools with water slides and bubble baths, I was really excited. On the water slide in the children's pool I was able to slide all by myself, although I have not necessarily set the speed record (the word "fast" had not existed in my vocabulary!).





But Lena has with Uncle Jürgen won the competition water slide and a smooth Medal of Sunny Bunny obtained. Was it exciting at the award ceremony, I'll tell you!

I have been through then of course the Sunny Bunny dance on stage. :-)


And the way home then we have yet visited the fairy tale park in St. Margaret, but I'll tell you another time ...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Which Leg For Sgiun Dubh



Just a little tired.
I had the good fortune to visit in the last days of David and it can Münster has done me so well. Just to be able to be back. We share so many years of history, that nothing more needs to be said or done, it's just relaxed and totally natural. Experienced so much in common, shared so much. A little, as if we had seen yesterday was the last time and not several years ago. A short while resting, the asthma was gone immediately, as soon as I was with him and in Münster. just like that, although the night before, hardly able to sleep without medication Kate Mente. Here I realized how tired I am tired of all this as a new light, people, places, challenges, find my way, always get up and go just because no one is really there, no Relationship here had time to grow, not well-known to the rest. Wiedr always get up and on and yet I wonder why. Training, hospice work, job, dancing ... is it really important? It is just damned exhausting. And this is worth it at all? What?

people who know each other a long time and I'm new. Grown structures, which are also defended jealous of everything new. Nature around me that is not, dirty air, which takes me to air. be quite different than in Australia or New Zealand, where new integrated much more collected, welcome welcomed, invited ... Cologne is perhaps simply too big to be to human health, perhaps transiently, perhaps many here have faith in humanity lost IHRN already long or it just looks different.
on the search criteria. I had thought to have found a flat, but now get a rejection, I still have a paat days to find something. Why? What do I really know why I'm here really?
I miss the ocean here, the warmth, natural, progressive ideas, the lifestyle ... Warmth
I know, this too, will pass and still, I'm tired.
I want to dream again, a perspective ...