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I was at the weekend in Oldenburg on the birthday of my mother. Was deep in snow and wintry quiet there, quiet and relaxed, the people friendly and welcoming than in Cologne, where I barely get back to me today, have to say first that my bike has no seat more and the heating has failed for good. I like the city less and less. The aggressiveness and speed, burning and Hardness are not mine ... I miss the nature, the vastness of the North, and rooted his family. I sometimes feel very alone here in Cologne and professionally I am far from there where I want to be (AH. ... where I want it be ???), although the kindergarten and Mrs. Kukwa absolutely enriching experience are. The question is, how long here and when and where to go as? First, I toss and turn to newspapers for job advertisements and hesitate after all. I was very moved at the weekend how much I feel at home up there, how much the `Vertraute'doch important and how it seems to lack even to have contact with my family and home.
Well, hell aching tailbone with (But better ...) and .. cold in the bones with cold apartment and demoliertem wheel I'm probably not quite as objective degree ;-) and I'm also responsible for this man to come closer ... I'm just always a little afraid of people and Beziehungslegasteniker ... I will soon be much, just when I want to talk then times ... missing the exchange. I'd wish there were more people around me who do not always want to just keep talking about themselves!
I want to be clear how it will go with me in the coming months ... and where. Next week is hopefully my last conversation in the day care center with respect to food and my study, I put much effort and energy in my few hours there and sit most evenings to finish in front of computer research ... well, I will have the same and submit the study, then good ... and also ... I spend my time now and really like before the computer even with the most senseless things and then not remember ... how empty I feel really, really miss me as meaningful work and human warmth. But well ... the first day of the year were also very nice, the holiday has done me good and now it continues with Kukwa wife, the kiddies and more ... at work digging, and looking for opportunities ...