Just a little tired.
I had the good fortune to visit in the last days of David and it can Münster has done me so well. Just to be able to be back. We share so many years of history, that nothing more needs to be said or done, it's just relaxed and totally natural. Experienced so much in common, shared so much. A little, as if we had seen yesterday was the last time and not several years ago. A short while resting, the asthma was gone immediately, as soon as I was with him and in Münster. just like that, although the night before, hardly able to sleep without medication Kate Mente. Here I realized how tired I am tired of all this as a new light, people, places, challenges, find my way, always get up and go just because no one is really there, no Relationship here had time to grow, not well-known to the rest. Wiedr always get up and on and yet I wonder why. Training, hospice work, job, dancing ... is it really important? It is just damned exhausting. And this is worth it at all? What?
people who know each other a long time and I'm new. Grown structures, which are also defended jealous of everything new. Nature around me that is not, dirty air, which takes me to air. be quite different than in Australia or New Zealand, where new integrated much more collected, welcome welcomed, invited ... Cologne is perhaps simply too big to be to human health, perhaps transiently, perhaps many here have faith in humanity lost IHRN already long or it just looks different.
on the search criteria. I had thought to have found a flat, but now get a rejection, I still have a paat days to find something. Why? What do I really know why I'm here really?
I miss the ocean here, the warmth, natural, progressive ideas, the lifestyle ... Warmth
I know, this too, will pass and still, I'm tired.
I want to dream again, a perspective ...
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