Just dreaming.
Dreaming of sitting on the ocean shores again, watching the surf for hours, feeling the fury of the breaking waves again. Breathing the salty fresh air again.
Dreaming of breathing, free breath, again. It is exhausting, my lungs not working the way they should.
Dreaming. Of someone to share my life with. To be safe with someone, not having to be strong the whole time. Time to be quiet, warm and loved, time to relax and breath free, love free, time for tenderness and joy. Time to be softer, to be supported and not having to do it all on my own. Tired, tired to do it all by myself, longing for touch and healing skin to skin... sharing a dream, surrendering into warm and open arms, sharing, creating a space of love and laughter.
Just wanting to stop, just wanting to end the old patterns... so much!
I can do it all myself. I can survive everywhere on my own, i just dont want to anymore ;-)
Still searching for a good space to live and a job...still trusting.
Loving the music, celebrating the dance.
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